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Life 0f A Guy Ppl LOve By The Name Acitz... ^` *Acitz* feeling ^` *Original Since April 23rd 1986* ^` *Loves The Sunset & Sunrise* ^` *Loves His Family, His Sunshine and His Friends* ^` *In Trance We love*
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Just got back from Thailand.....i feel somewhat different.....somewhat different. Let's rest now....let me take a deserving sleep...for i haven't been doing so for a week. "Missing u is killing me, those pills are my solitude to your heroin effects" ................it feels so relieving to finally rest. "I wasn't paranoid, i was just unwell" . Soundcheck : Sunglasses At Night By Tiga & Zyntherius Acitz's Adventure ----> The Islands of the Siamese Excited...Can't wait for the adventure ahead. Hopefully my budget of $500 would be enough for i don't know how long i will be there. Thanks Ibu, Thanks Abah for the money and the flight ticket...I love u guys more than my life. Well, to those hopefuls, don't put so much hope that i will buy things for u guys...u Really want it...give me advanced cash...then rest assured i get u your stuffs..other than that...I will buy if I got the extra bahts...i'm pretty tight on my own now...but it will be fun & interesting...I got some places in mind to check out. Ooo...I can't wait. "Cos I am leaving on a jet plane..I don't know when I'll be back again...Oooh babe...i'll miss u so" And to everyone...don't call me...u will longer the list of overseas call in the bill and that won't be appreciated...LoL. If any Important news...msg me. I will likely be on the msn on short periods...mostly some part of noon and night...if I do got the time to visit cyber cafes. I am looking forward to renting a bike, cruise ard the island...check out the waterfalls, beaches, shops, pubs...what a getaway !! Cheers. "So kiss me and smile for me..tell me that u'll wait for me..Hold me like u never let me go..." The Raver Is Re-born. "Get.....away from me...cos I'll get strong...crush" . Soundcheck : Don't Look Back In Anger by Oasis So it's confirmed...Thursday morning..7.40am i will start my journey to paradies...alone.Destination...Phuket--->Surathani--->Koh Phangan--->???--->???--->???--->Bangkok--->Singapore. There's mixed feelings abt this...but a weird feeling in me is really looking forward going, alone, a feeling that dear so much just to rest, to relax...to run away.I guess...i m going with that feeling. for how long? I'm not sure...What's the worst thing that can happen? Me appearing in the next sequeal of the local show...ermm..."Missing" ? lol...or something like that, I am not alone...I am with god. "My soul slides away...But don't look back in anger...I heard u say...It's time to play..." Tuesday have never been so quiet...I am going for a quiet drink...to just sit and ponder. "I can promise you tomorrow...But I can't buy back yesterday" Til the day i return.....God bless. "In this ending, I found a beginning." Soundcheck : Tiger Lily By Matchbook Romance When I thought everything was going to be back as we used to be...there it goes again, she gave me hope...I was hoping. As days past by...my passion for this is fading fast...I feel like she doesn't have it for me anymore...I am beginning to accept what is happening and what is going to happen...she might think I don't know anything...but girl, u must be a fool to think I am that easy...Now I really have opened up my eyes and the pain I feel isn't feeling better like this...the tiredness in my eyes is due to sleepless nights, where I think of how to make things better, I swear I want us to be eternal...I nvr meant to hurt her and I truly love her...but honestly, I have done everything I think I could do...There is an imbalance that if left for i don't know how much longer will topple our relationship. I don't know what else to expect. And don't tell me...coz I don't want to know anymore...so many times and it still the same...time to stop... "This is where our journey ends " Your words were piercing, your tone were cold, am I really hearing this from someone whom I sacrificed my soul, pride, time, money...my everything to? I am so torn...to an extend of shivering and tears...why am I reacting this way? It's so hard to breathe...so angry...Forgive my harshness...I was too angry...too angry to control myself...Didn't u even take a moment to aknowledge my concern, my worries, u did ask me to correct u...to be ur guiding star...but she's just being herself. I was wrong to try and change u for what i see was best for us. Why are lies and deception always befalls me. I did hold to my promise...why didn't u...why....it hurts real bad. u always say I will nvr know how much u love me...well..now i know...u, u will nvr know how much i love u...u will nvr know the future i intend...u will nvr know the surprises i been keeping for u. Once is too much...I shall live my life...u shall live yours...farewell sunshine. "Love is one big illusion I should try to forget" Where is the warmth that made me smile on a bad day, that made me believe...I am breathing but god knows how dead I am inside...I guess I rather be alone somewhere else, far away rather than being any longer here...I might as well get used to it...Maybe u don't feel it... it's nothing wrong with u but then again, i think i have tried...now, I guess, i will just leave things the way they are. I get paranoid literally thinking of people taking advantages of u, mistreating, using u...cos u r so fragile, so easy, so inviting, so stupid sometimes...as long as u're mine, all I want is to protect u from harm's way. Now, you can do all those things u want...which I forbid all these while..cos I guess we're never meant to be together..we did tried..I thought we were soulmates..the hands..I just hope u will be happy..I hoped that one day u will realised and at least smile...that there was someone who sincerely loves u....It's not my loss. "Life has come a long way since yesterday"  Our neverending story have end.  No flower lasts for ever...
We once were happy...
We had our days...just not our years...
Sweet memories...  Do u really know where's the stars....  I took for granted all the times that i thought would last somehow...  I'd rather hurt you honestly....than mislead you with a lie  Sometimes when we touch....  Miles and miles of empty space in between us...  Nothing but a memory now... God sent me an angle, help me get through this......... . Soundcheck : Stir It Up By Bob Marley I am beginning to accept reality..things ard me are changing..and so am I.  Y0u can sail with me in my yellow submarine  No boundries in this smoky friendship...it was real lads.  Ask me why I kept coming back ? This might give you a picture. I'll be back....with or without someone...the peace & serenity is what I sought. The party is the desert. The shoppings are souviniers to remember. . Ringggggggg....Yaawwwnssssss.... I'm all sober but i am up aight..My game is starting soon..Liverpool vs Juventus in Turin..Go Reds !! Errrmm...holidays are pretty humble lately...did nothing spectacular...went for some "Kerang Rebus" delights with her, Ahmad & Hajar at Habibi Restaurant at Tampines. Later met up Fazli & Farah. Wohoo..Farah was driving that day and I was so filled with envy ...can't wait for my turn to be behind the driver's seat. Aight, other than that, I have been going daily from Monday to Thursday to SSDC for my driving practicals. Driving is kinda fun and I am now at lesson 20 ...Left with 13 more before I can go for my TP. Today is my last practicals that I have booked and I tried to book but the slots are all full til end of May. Guess those poly students on holidays are doing the same thing I am doing...tried and clear as many lesson as possible before school re-opens. Well, fuck them..now I have to wait when I am so geared up to drive. My Trip? I ain't sure myself...it seems like reality that I will be travelling ard Thailand alone this time. Well, there's always a first for everything...Cheers. My birthday's ard the corner...til then, I will be enjoying my last few 18th yrs of life, the number's abt to change. "I'm just a freedom fighter...Tomahawk indulgence...No remorse " "I think I fell for the girl in green...she's so lovely...What now?" . |
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