Hola Senyor ~!
Life....we can never escape from the troubles, the stress, and yeah....the tests and exams...the worst part of my life...I always get worked up during these period..so apologise me if i suddenly get all moody and shitz..yeaH..and baby...I am sorry from the deepest depths of my heart..i didn't mean those words..i realised how sharp and painful it might been towards you..but only after i heard u cried over the phone.. I guess that's to late to take back my words...I was frustrated with myself and am sorry I didn't tell u..i tried to kept on my smile..I tried to be happy..I don't want u to worry for me, I want to see u happy..but when everything isn't going my way..I felt helpless..I was lost..and I don't know..I just want the best for u..I tried telling u plenty of times..but when u decided to oppose my decision, I suddenly felt so unappreciated, i felt the crampness and the thoughts on my mind suddenly went hay-wire..then I got mad and I let out my anger on u...i didn't mean to baby..it's not ur fault..it's mine..I don't know how to make it up to u..i kneel for ur forgiveness..u don't have to ask for my forgiveness since u have not done me any wrong..it's my fault all along..I just want it to be perfect..guess my perfect ain't perfect at all..I just need to b alone sometimes..
Well mate..lots of things have been happening lately..let me recall..hrmm..yeah...my Little bro, Hilman, turned 8 last 14th...yeah..went to the zoo to celebrate his birthday..LoL..as he wanted so much to see those animals..I love to watch him grow..and yeah..he reminds me so much of me..LoL..yupz..then been spending my study break meeting my sweetheart..I just can't stay away from her..yupzz..then, slept late playing computer & PS2 games..instead of studying..then waking up in the afternoon and evenings..hehe..yeah..cool..i loike..i can be such a game freak..one thing i never get tired since i was a kid..LoL..yeah..Then I went J.B with wan, bought AVP & Garfield..hehe..AVP is cOOl mann..i wish I can be a predator when i feel like...and go and hunt anyone who is lame enuff to be my prey..lol..if u like the previous predators & alien collections, i recommend u the movie..Well, still haven't watched Garfield..coz my sunshine is threatening me not to watch..keke..nvm..been sometime too i went to the movies..hehe..yeaH, went to zouk that day..was OK , the drinking part was fun...had shots of Vanilla Absolute VOdka, Beer, Champange..yeah..keke..and more of booze..yeah..and not forgetting the regular fans who offer me drinks on the dancefloor..lol..and yeah...my friend, Shasha was there...said she saw me twice..but I can't even smell her..LOL..mayb i should go for an eye Check..Yeah, my mum birthday is just around the alley, on the 25th..and i think with my only 25 bucks, i will get her a cake & flowers..hehe..sweet ain't I? My atm card got swallowed by the fcuking atm machine at town...dumb..now i gotta go tru the trouble making a new one...ass...hey...kinda early, i need to go to bed..got my first paper tomorrow at 1.30pm..wish me luck yall...cheerz~!
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Bon Jovi
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"Always"
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This romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up
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It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up
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Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me
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And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst
and The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always
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Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man
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When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time
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Yeah, I will love you baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
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If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you
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Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines
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And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always
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*AciTz KiNgKi0w* turned back time on 12:00 AM
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Hola~!
It being some time i had a good laugh...a sense of satisfaction...a sense of justice..well..I am talking about the "
Singapore Idol" on channel 5 . It was wicked...i just love the responses given by the judges...its just so honest..so naked and I like it..It might be cruel..but face it matez..if u ain't got it...accept the fucking fact and be glad that someone is kind enough to be truthful to u..or u will continue making a crap out of yourself..LoL..If u had watch the show..mayb that weird guy in yellow underwear would have make it if he had worn red...LoL..in support of National Day...and that guy who sing but it seem that something is wrong with his volume output..LoL..the girl with noisy earrings..the shanghai dude...kwakwakwa..he's really trying to make his trip from shanghai worthwhile...LOL...my favourite joker for today was the "Lemon Tree" dude...KwaKwaKwa...Mann...how i wish i could join the judges in the judging...would b nicceeee...*grinzz*...just giving a thought, I wonder y some of them would even consider going for the audition...could b they want to know where they stand? Just to be a part of Sg Idol? To get cheap publicity? Nothing better to do? Well, whatever it is...i really have to give u guys credit for trying...and giving me a hell of a good laugh..can't wait for the "banana man"...LoL...what the hell was he thinking? could u imagine ur next SG Idol to be a "banana man"? It's sure gonna b a blast~! Yeppa~!
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The Rasmus
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"First Day Of My Life"
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Feel like I'm stoned
Wanna be alone,
Just for a while, unknown
Weeks on the road a long way from home
Just shut off the phone.
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And you say I'll heal you,
I'll always be yours
And you say I'll kill you if I do something wrong
Yeah, yeah, yeah ,yeah, yeah, yeah.
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Still feels like the first time
To stand here by your side
Together regardless
We'll walk through the darkness
Still feels like the first day of my life
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Remember the times
Together we swore, never give up this life
Still hanging on, still going strong
Here I belong.
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And maybe I'm crazy
But I just can't slow down
And maybe I'm crazy
But at least I'm still around
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
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Still feels like the first time
To stand here by your side
Together regardless
We'll walk through the darkness
Still feels like the first day of my life.
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Feels like the first day of my life,
(Feels like the first day)
Still feels like the first day of my life.
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Still feels like the first time
To stand here by your side
Together regardless
we'll walk through the darkness
Still feels like the first day of my
Still feels like the first day of my
Still feels like the first day of my life.
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*AciTz KiNgKi0w* turned back time on 6:00 PM
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Hola ppL~!
Wow...been sometimes aye...just been busy..balancing the piles of school work & LIFE . Let's see, where should I start....Firstly Sunshine...it's been 8 wonderful moments we share the full moon together...Through this journey of love . I can never repay the love u showered me with..i can never buy the experiences we went through together with and i can forgive myself if i hurt u . If I would get a rose for every time I think of you, I would spend every day in a rose garden thinking of u. Your smile is like a rose which speaks of love silently in a language known only to the heart. Its incredible how u taught me to love again and it never ends. It's one lesson i will never get tired of. Cherish u sweetheart.
Rite Rite Rite..errmm...let make everything brief..coz if not..i will write a novel down here..Marco V & Godskitchen at Zouk was marvellous~! Cheerz to one of the best D.Js in the world. Then comes school...the usual thing every week...the piling tonnes of asignments & quizzes..arrGhh..the yapping lecturers...yada yada yada~! Shut uP will ya~! sometImes i wish i can make my lecturers dumb whenever they wanna start yapping..keke..would b fun..Right~~Then was Centro...went alone to feel the feeling of loneliness..well..its not bad..a feeling of independance but kinda lonely too..hehe..until i came across some mates in there..LoL..then enrolled for my Car License but still haven't done the basic theory yet...kwakwa...there's just too little time for so many things...been wasting alot of enjoyable time playing online games like Ragnarok, Shattered Galaxy, Uthopia & the list goes on. Hrmm...yeah..went to zouk that day and damn was a raid..shockingly..i was with my shades on jiggy ard the dance floor..when the bright lights come on and the music abruptly stopped..and I was lucky number one to be picked by the home clothes CNB officers...Hey...wasn't my fault..he was rudely giving me the "up-down" stare...i stare back ah...and i give him a welcoming smile...keke...I guess he didn't appreciate the smiling part ..LoL..hrmm..yeah..since then my clubbing is put on a momentary hold..then put more time on studies to catch up but still i am trailling behind and 3 more weeks to CT..then, on a unplanned day...my sugar n I spent a memorable time..we walked from the dirty creepy horny streets of geylang to kallang to the Esplanade~! wow..a 1 hour + walk..its kinda cool..walking together n sharing our thoughts n stories of life together..and without knowing it...we end up at eSplanAde~! but there some stretch along the path which is kinda creepy n i feel uneasy..i have this thing of feeling and yeah..LoL..let not creep myself out...Damn my eyes are getting heavier by the minute...i been tired of school...sometimes i feel so sick of it..but it my future and i try harder each time but always something will vice versa it..aRgghh..well..there's alot more that i went tru the moments of my disapperance..like shopping & all kinda stuffz..get to know this bubbly, cute & funny girl from school..LoL..been sometime i let loose like my old self..been trying to b that good guy lately, school, family, my gf and i tink i deserve a break...sometimes i sit and ponder..why i do all those things i do..and i am still pondering..lost in time, going ard doing things my way like i don't care what they think or say, living in my own world away from worries, problems and truth...but always..reality hit me..there's no escape..well...i tink i'll babbel some other day or i will b one sorry debarred ass...hehe...hrmm..i tink i wanna come up with a photo album as soon as i developed my pics...so wait aight ppl..i will get a great one coming up~! Some actions to make the world a brighter place..."Save Water, Drink Beer"..."Don't Drink & Drive, Pop n Fly"..."Save The Trees, Eat a beaver today" ....LoL....kekeke....well cheerz mate~!
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