Hye Yall..

Been a while since I update tiz bloggin Thing..Well I've been beezEEee with some stuffz..To start off..After all tiz time..I don't know y..but there's tiz creepy feeling of depression, boredom, confusion and anger in me..I just can't seem to cheer up myself..I kept on thinking..of nothing..I feel so down at times and yet I don't know the reason..I just can't seem to find it..it seem that not everyday is a sunny day aye..I been sleeping aLOt as that is the only way I can stop thinking..I catch a movie "Shrek 2" with my beloved baby..itz funny..Then watched "Troy" and "Ju-on 2" on the VCd..Nicee..I lOike~though "Ju-On 2" is a tricky one..I solve the mystery and get to understand it..hrmm been to J.B plenty of time to top up my CiggI supply..almost every morning ard 2am..with my couz..then eat the Tom Yam and some other nOice food..Haiizzz..I am so damn broke..and I feel pissed off with my luck these past few days..Firstly..I wanna go zouk as Dave Seaman will b the guest DJ..that is so gonna b good..But Shuut..I ain't got the greenz..that's so painful mann..and tiz is not the end of it..I was planning on a break to Thailand, Bangkok & then Koh Phangan on the 28th may til 11th june..I just yearn for my paradies after all the hardships..I need a break..I wanna feel the Full Moon Rave..But Damn..I got to noe I failed my Maths module and noe I got to go to Summer School..and guess what..itz on the 28th may til 11th June...wat the hell..fate just don't let me go..I am so tired..tired of studying..at least give me some peace here will ya..oo God..weell..I take tiz as a blessing..let see wat come out of tiz..and yeah..I still haven't sleep and I can't sit home knowing my guys are hitting zouk and i am rotting at hm..ain't doing me any good..At first, I was reluctant to go to my school Entreprenuership Camp at J.B from 22th-25th May...but I guess..that's my last resort..Fuck..I am sure tired..I just guess I will go and take a break..but I don't feel like going..coz the teachers and the other students seem so geeky and boring..I can't communicate..it freaks me out knowing I will be spending 4 days and 3 nights with yall...Gawd~! whaT have I done to deserve tiz..the rules stink..u can't do tiz, u can't do that..Fuck ya..wat the hell do I care..Rules are meant to be broken anyway..yeah..cheers~!I tink I going to have my own fun..u guys can be boring..lol..but I ain't gonna let that happen to me..well gtg matez..I so don't want to know..but something in me is telling me to go..I guess I'll go with that..Peace Out vato~! And sUnshine, Gonna miss ya hot stuff..take care aight while I'm away..study aight for ur Examz..aight..Hugz and kisses..Ciao~

*AciTz KiNgKi0w* turned back time on 5:56 AM

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YeaHhhH~!

where sHouLd I start..I am currenTly lost in tiMe..Alot have beeN happEninG but I don't feel as if much happend though..ErmmmmMM..hit centRo on Saturday..SPent My day restIng on SundaY..yupzz..Then on monday..I was awaken by a call and it's sunshIne..she was crying and told me her handphone got stolen..i felt so helpless...i was in bed and I just feel that I can't to get it back..damn..I hate that feeLing..yah..baby's all afraid that mama will scold her..well..it's just ain't your day..I am sure, if you are truthful and u're in the right..god will sent his angels to protect ya..and yeah..I will be by your side no matter wat..well,her mum just laughed at her being so carelesss..and cracking jokes non-stop..LoL..yeah..That night go to a chalet at sentosa..some girl's birthday party..It was a big upset..i was hoping for some hell of a good time..but duH~! it was lame~I and the guys r like the only ppl who noes how to have fun dwn there..the other's..just slacking ard..sitting & talking abt wat sia??? LoL..if only that was our chalet..we will transform it into a massive rave party..its a perfect spot..isolated..big..yeah..errr..yeah..had too much to drink and I guess..and me feelin so bored and not partyin when I was damn high..I became Lost..I can't remember anything after that..but here's what my friends told me..I was sitting alone outside the chalet and was smoking when i suddenly softly cried to myself..Hisham said he noticed that and he brought me to the beach to talk..what's that all about?? I am not sure..then..he said instead of getting better..i got more worse..I started talking rubbish..and I kicked the coconut tree..so hard that it shook..my other friends came to calm me dwn..they said..i seemed possessed..kicking the tree so hard and it seem i didn't feel anything coz i kept on kicking it like for wat..a few minutes..then when i stopped..i acrobaticly kicked a hut and land on my feet...incredible hUh?? and I broke my snake-bone handlet and throw it into the sea..i broke aPit's gold necklace..and I went into the sea..the guys stop me..it took three person to pull me out..?? shytezz..then after some more stuffz..i don't know..I suddenly asked them to go back to the chalet..because "I" say that I wanna go home? yeah..then I sat quietly outside for a moment..then I go inside and sleep..the next morning I woke up...i didn't realise anything until i was swimming when i realised where's all my handletz on my right hand? and I got tiz funky pain on my leg..then they told me...DaMN..i was shocked by wat I did..What The Fuck was That all About??? They said I drank alot..but I nvr LosT myself tiz bad..I can't remember one thing..I swear..what happened?? LoL..i am truly sorry guys..and thankful..coz if u guys ain't there..i will be what? drowned in sea? Fuck...yeah..next morning hanG-over was fucked-up..i was thirsty like hell..my eyes barely open..i was like a walking dead...Aight Yall...gotta ScraM..late seeing my baby..cAluT~!

*AciTz KiNgKi0w* turned back time on 4:14 PM

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Ola Senyor~

A great day for me...Firstly..had my programming paper at 9am...woah...I was Like what..25 mins late? kwakwakwa...but yeah..no surprise to the invigilators..Damnn...I gotta get rid of this diesea..but beside that...the paper was managable..hoping to score..hopefully lah..ain't expecting much..Yeah..then..met sunshine today..WooWee..really made my day aight..sorry baby i was late..hehe..I feel asleep and woke up at 5.30..when i supposed to b at bishan MRT at 5.15...Holy shits..I really scewed up this time..and she gave me the "sour", long face when i arrives..awww...where's the usually warm smile?? Well...don't blame her..i feel like reversing the time..and waking up back on time..darn..I am really sorry..i didn't mean to..Then yeah..head to town..the first is to get food~! Had dinner at cahaya...kinda a surprise to see the guys..some matez from sec sCh..Mannn..how i missed them..wacky bastards...haH~ well just happy to see them..thou can't stick ard much...coz today basically just me and my baby..i put aside zouk for tonight..waddup with the alternate week schdule baby??? Arghhh...now i got a time-table huh? LoL.....Yeah...Hamdan..getting rounder everytime I see him..to tink of it..he was part of the youth national soccer team..Hah~his tummy seemed as if he's like wat..3 mths pregnant...kwakwa..but he's still the funny Blacky...LoL..Then Haiqal's back after his long disapperance..Shahril, being more reserved now i see..more mature..mayb getting into relationships change some ppl..Ahmad & Fazli..haha...Nothing changed..the the same plain old guys I noe from way back then..Then the guys go n "NgaK"...watever ah Li..Fazli code for booziNg~! And I kept getting it wrong.."NgoK" & "Ngek"...LOL..somehow I feel i am getting stupidier by the day..and yeah.."stupidier" doesn't even exist...sTUpid! weLL..i am original..~and yeah..met some weird ppl who i don't recognised and they claim to know me..haHaha..then I and Baby get busy with each other..LoL..daMnn...shagged..then catch our mid-night movie at cineleisure..YeAh..Van HelsiNg...GreaT~!!..Love the Effects and the storyline..WicKEd~!...hehe..i was concentrating on the movie and B, u so noisy ah..kekeke..sorry..I was too engrossed..Woah..and next on my list is Troy..Then..yeah..while at Orchard MRT.. walking her to the bustop..Zaki and Salleh spotted me from across the street...LoL...wtf u two doing at twn at that time..so unlike them..wakakaka..yeah..Thou I am Darn Tired today..I really am feeling on the clouds..Exam's Over..cleared our shytez..and now, I can put sch aside for quite some time...RItttteeeeeeeeee~!

*AciTz KiNgKi0w* turned back time on 4:14 AM

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Hey LokO...Wat are you lOokin at EssE~

kekeke..kinda going Bonker lately...my luck is from bad to worst..first...i ain't damn prepared for exams and i am just doing all I can to stay alive..trying to steal every mark I can..LoL..Yeah..Then..my laptop craSHed again...the second time to be exact..and tiz is worst than the first time..this time..it won't even run..it just turn on and the screen went blank..It just happened just now..my Little 7 yrs old Boo, Hilman, called me and said my computer can't on..he was playing some games when it went Hay-wire..Damn..I can't blame him...he's so innocent..daRN..stUpid LapTop~! FucK~! Y must you get corrupted at tiz time..I need to study for my ProGRammIng Paper on Friday~!!! That's my only paper I am hoping and can score...ArGhhh..now..i got nothing..my marks sure gonna stink..Haaizzz..I will just do my best without my laptop then...*There must be a blessing behind all these happenings...*

YeaH..just got back from J.B with my couz...just got 150 buckarooz...reached J.B ard 3am...had supper at tiz so called "restaurant"..kinda dark..can't even see my Tom Yam Mee properLy..But YeaH..The Tom Yam was a Killer..I drank the soup Dry..and yeah..the Waitress girl...fUhhh..she is friendly and cute..and she tends to disturb us..tease and tease...you noe those malaysian girls..hahahaiiiI~! Then circled ard J.B..disturbing those BapOkz...kwakwakwa..got tiz one girl-girl..haha..sang a kaoraoke song while I was eating...her voice make me choked over my prawn...paNtat~! kwakwaka...the voice seem to come out of her or is it his...Nose..."Sengau"..yupz..then get 2 packets of ciggies..few packets bubblegum, a delicious Tom Yam supper and a leather wallet..haha...all for 20 bucks...cOol~

*AciTz KiNgKi0w* turned back time on 5:20 AM

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Usher's
"Burn"


[Intro]
I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
Been knew it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Verse 2]
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know its best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
Been knew it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Bridge]
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

[Breakdown]
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
Been knew it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn



This song really have a deep meaning in my love life..well..my past thou'..with tiz girl of my past..I am sorry for her and for myself..it was mistake..but sometimes..you can't tell your heart who to love..it chooses for you..it always get broken by a girl and mended by another..sometimes..i was all twisted and lost bcuz of love..its a whole different thing that makes you put aside differences, making sacrifices and lots of wonderful decors and memories to your life..It might b a beautiful thing..but every rose got it's torn..it peirced real deep aight..DamNn..But that's the past...Today I have lived my 5 wonderful months with my sunshine..We been tru upz and dwn together..I've always been there for her..and she have sacrificed alot for me..it's all about give and take..learning from each other's mistake..I hope tiz journey would be an everlasting road to heaven baby...I'll always Love u, Respect u, Treat u for the person u are..Thank god for sending me an angel..you're part of the reason to so many success I have over my obstacles in life..

*Lots of hugs and kisses*

*AciTz KiNgKi0w* turned back time on 4:44 AM

Ola~

WaddUp yaLL..currently I am taking a break after 3 hours studying my D.E..well..today's the paper at 2pm.
Aight..Let's see where have I been and what have I been doing..Well..On thursday, 29th April..Had my Engineer maths 2 paper..WeLL..mayb I will be seating for this paper again..not well prepared aight..but just pray for the better..Riteee..then Izah came dwn to my place to do her ProJect..I kinda pity her for doing all the job beside considering its a group work..Well..where is the team work..well if I am her..It will be mine proJect..no extras aight..its just not fair..buT God blessed her with a kind heart..but it's sad to see people taking advantage of someone kindness..Errmm..yeah...and on Friday..Head dwn Zouk with the Guyz..everything was coOl till a few stinkin Matz and miNaz were lost and somehow got to zouk..well..Apek was dancing with his friend when somehow their stupid brain thought Apek was picking up their Bitches? WTF...well..from their not-so-cool pose, they start showing off their so-the-obit dance steps with the infamous fanning hand..kwakwa..and circling Apek and getting aggressive..weLL, We noticed what's going on..and we showed them aight...tiz ain't sparkx you asswipes..and as sudden as they come..they go..LoL..YupZ..then mY dad got back frm weLL, where-else,
Thailand..Then on Friday..the whole familia went to have seafood at Johor..Tanjong Piai..weLL..Quite a Delicious Seafood Feast..considering we're hungry frm the journey..Yeah..Then got to Angsana..tried out indoor archery..had no idea it was kinda co0L..nearly hit a bull's-eye on my 3rd shot..ermm..yeah..there's one thing I noticed..the malaysian..will give us a different look or glance...as if we are hrmm..different..I feel the poking eyes everytime..and in Thailand too..what's with it..is it our fashion? Our attitude? Our language? Or Wat??? Sometimes I wish I could read minds...LoL..Yeah..Dad's not letting me to take a bike license at the moment.."You want a faster death or being disabled issit??"...Well I just want to live my dream of a Classic Bike..I don't want any fast ones..
and it's a good thing i can squeeze my way tru the traffic on the peak hours...wOohoo..so I can get to School in time..but yeah...he offered me a Car License..But how can I afford a CaR?? "When You got the license, then we can talk abt getting for a car" and "I will pay for it while you're schooling, and you take over once you start work".....Woahhh...that really inspire me for a car..but i somehow wanna start off with a bike..I am damn Sho' the car will cost a bomb..mantainance, fuel, parking, repairs, insurance...FcuK~~! ....but let put that aside...how about a Mini Coopper...erMm..Mazda Mx-7? SkyLine? Hoooo...i am confused of choice...khekhe...well tink step-by-step..I need a car license..hrrmmm..gonna get enrolled as soon as Exams are over..Yuppzz..I wanna get a car before the end of this year..if possible..***VrooOmmm***VrOooOmmm***

*AciTz KiNgKi0w* turned back time on 4:03 AM

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