BooYaKaa~

WaddUp vato...hua~! Kinda Lame lately..coz my Examz are comIng...ArgGhh..WeLL..gotta start studying soon mate..kwakwa..wEll..my birthday celebration was fun..I kinda touched by the thoughtful people I have ard me..Thankz guys...Thou...didn't party that hard coz I was feeLing kinda drained of energy..but It was cOol..WeLL..It seems that I ran out of new ideas to entertain myself...hrrmm..kinda Dark outside as It's gonna raIn soon..I am like waiting to hear the first few drops of the raiN and just ran down and SinG and raN ard In the RaiN...kekeke..."I am SinGinG In The RaIn"..LoL..It been sometime I played in the rain...LoL..mayB i need to let loose as I feel so tight with all those schedule and thoughts that Is weigthing me down...ERggH..yeah..I can't wait to catch Van HelsIng..it must be good..been waiting since when? how abT FeBuary? March? woaH..I love the Monsterous EffeCt and It jusT ExcItes me..I alwaYs got ThiS WiLd FanTasY of BecoMing A vaMpirE..kwakwakwa..And I wIll be on ThE ProWL everYnight~~

*AciTz KiNgKi0w* turned back time on 7:15 PM

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HaPpY BirThdaY tO Me~! HaPpY BirThDaY tO Me~!

Hey WaddUP yaLL~! My daY have Been GreaT so Far...CaTch a Movie...Dawn Of The Dead yesterday with Moi Sunshine, Prazzo and Our Kick Ass "HeRo" Mel...kwakwakwak...paronoid kid...heheehe..fuNny girl..keke...So yeah..the movie was great..alot of fucking shocking moment..I was cursing my ass off...damn zomBies...tiz are more fierce than those In Resident Evil..YUpzz..
And Yeah..I lost my ToolBox...PanTaT! How careLess can I b...Its more that I forget to pick it up from Bukit Pangjang Int..damn...so...Just my Luck..Yupz..I am so Touched by those People who seem to make my day special with their wisHes and it's the thought that counts...WeLL..I wOuld Loike to saY A BIg Thank You to yoU woNderFul peopLe...kwakwa..CheeeRz~For Know..I am HeadIng To ZouK~! Cheerz mAtez!! ..............pUttinG on Those SunGlasses At Night~~peaCe OuT EssE~~

*AciTz KiNgKi0w* turned back time on 6:59 PM

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Hola..

Looking at the bright side of Life..My bIrthdaY is Just 2 days away...WooWeee..My mUm bought me a new gadjet...a Nokia 7200...Woah..now I got something new to play ard..LoL..Thanz aGaiN Aight MuM..Love yeah Always..and yeah..LOike I said..I am so in the "can't be bothered" mood...keke..I don't care about my exams now..not yet...hehe..mayb after I celebrate my 18th birthday then can I finally put my thoughts aside and finally get dwn to studies...aRggHH...y must exams be ard my birthday...damnn..Well..for the past few days..I met up with my Sec school friends..Haha..makes me feel happy to get to spent some time with them..despite the hectic Schedule and all...Damn..sometimes I feel so suckY knowing I am a fuckiNg slacker when it comes to studies now...WHY? I used to be a hardworking and kinda top in my studies..now I am struggling to keep up with my studies..Sometimes..I feel as if no one understand my situation and I am all alone in this Life of mine..Yeah...Let me and me alone make it tru...Haizz..I am so in need of a miracle..

*Boom!*

*AciTz KiNgKi0w* turned back time on 10:52 PM

Boo~!

Hey Wat's Up YaLL..Haizz..I am so tired..Like as if I feel I am carrying tiz Terrible Load on my back eveRyday..just waiting to load it off my back..I don't what actually..but I am DamN sicK and Tired of it..Haizz..And Yeah..Examz peaking ard the corner..and while most hardworking peepz would b squeezing their brain juices by now as the first paper is Just 8 days away ... I don't know whether I am crazy, suicidal or just plain cOoL..I seem to be taking it damn too easy..WeLL..I made my decision to start studying and revising as soon as I settle some Sch Stuffz that I have been dragging till now...DaRN...I must learn from my mistakes..ermm..and to make matter worsT..Some Irritating lecturers keep on pastering me..I am confused on which one to start on first...Arrggghh..I like don't give a fuck anymore...wELL..I will give my best shot anyway..thou I know it's not my best anyway..but i am trying..Pls forgive ur forsaken son...mum,dad & God..I am still searching the person In me..I just hope after my examz, I will find peace in myself..Let it all out..and start afresh..I am so longing for a time out...from everything...If only I can go to my paradies now...the night silence..the wide open sea..the sparkling bright star scattered across the dark vast Sky...smoking it all away..thinking of everything yet feeling like I am thinking of nothing...remembering where I went wrong..Drowning it all away while the night passes....well..sometimes...life without problems isn't Life at aLL....

*AciTz KiNgKi0w* turned back time on 10:31 PM

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{Thursday, April 15, 2004 . }

*Bothered & Angered*

Ola MochaChosz~

Supposed to end class at 5 today and gotta Kid to teach today..but I sacrificed those for some time for those punks...weLL..I just want see them..how have they been doing...Just got back from twn after meetinG those Jackasses...reached twn at 1..had lunch of roti john...played PooL and cHilled and catch up with each other..heariNg the Downside of their relationships, giving them some advises..HaH~ Kinda creepy for me to say this..But I am purely filled with a sense of haPPiness to see some of my friends today..been like what? 3 mths? 4 mths since i met them? Well..I got my fair share of probz too..nothing much actually..just that the feeling is disturbing..I try to ignore it..but it just won't want to go away...weLL..something just didn't help.."Unreasonable?" "cAn do it Anytime??" and just by looking again at those BAstarDs disturbing messages just boil the blood in me..If i am to be my old rebellious self again...Those bastards better wished they never, ever cross my path....for their own sorry ass sake...Coz...HaH~Been A whIle I smaShed someone's face..but..though it's not right...It just give me a sense of SatiSfaction...Though I love peace and Fun and violence is my last resort..Dun push the Bull into one corner...Coz I won't hesitate to trample u dwn..Haiizzz..though how much I want to turn over a new person..Things that happened is making me think..alot of thinking...mayb i am better back then...Parties, Alcohol, Good Shitz, Girls, One Night Stands, Neon Lights, HaH~Alot of thIngs just way out of hand...LoL...but...Things I am having with her is just too Wonderful and swEet for me to leave behind..aNd knowing how much I will hurt her...Coz I will rather hurt myself then seeing her Hurt..it seems that I got Everything I need when I got her........weeLL..i just not sureee..a sense of insecure..the hope is beginning to fade..if i am gone...far away...how is it gonna b?? So...If u see me not taking much concern anymore...I don't want to see ur tears...seemed that my concern is being disregarded........so, I guess I was Unreasonable ..though I clearly thought Its natural for me to get angry and bothered..coz...u won't see it either...weLL..I am sorry...guess u are rite.....I Don't Wanna Know`

*AciTz KiNgKi0w* turned back time on 7:57 PM

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{Wednesday, April 14, 2004 . }

Been a while...

Spent the past few days mostly with my dear...Went to town..Just strOll aloNg...haIz...how's time have change..Its not the same anymore..the way I use to hit town with my Homiez..we were So proud..so stroNg..Now it seems that we are going own ways..That's just life..NothIng lasts forever...yeaH..then after dInner and all..Head to Esplanade as I promised Izah an Ice-Cream Treat..had Haagen-daaz...keke..don't Mind the SpeLLing aye..woah~Noice Ice-creAm for a Price though...but once in a while..we should hang loose and treat ourselves after all those hard times aight...Yeah...then Moi dad got back from Thailand...just g0t himself an 0-2 handphone...or more of a pocket pc in palm style...mOi dad and his technology and electronics craziness...if I am not wrong...he bought and changed 3 palm topz already...and now...a new phone...he wanna give me that palm top of his...but..it just ain't my thing...the camera is also kinda weird...Hrrmmm..and I head dwn to seNtosa on Monday ..been some time since I had a good swim to the middle of the sea and head back to the shore...trying not to tink what might linger beneath me in the waterrrr...woOOhhooo..I have a wild Imagination u Noe...kekeke..Then..after that...we Get to my place...and yeah..I leave the imagination part to u...LoL..And skool is ending soon...and exams are approaching..and My Bdae Is Just ard The corNer...*hiNt* *hiNt*...yeah...and today I just do Fahmy's hair..hahaha..I can do wonders with colours..u bet I did a gooD job..Overally brown, Highlighted Ash and thin strips of blonde. And due to that..He wanna treat me cluBbin tiz saTurday...hahaha...Hrrmmmm...Called baby just now and heard she gotta Major blackout going on at Bukit Panjang and Choa Chu Kang at ard 1am just now...haha...kecoH..lighting up candles and start the manual Fanning...keke..WeLL..just finished my SchooL stuffz...and that comfY bed of mIne is caLLing out to me...weLL..temptations are hard to resIsts maTe.....GooDyyy NitEyy~!

*Wuosshhhhhhhhh*

*AciTz KiNgKi0w* turned back time on 3:08 AM

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{Wednesday, April 07, 2004 . }

Hey Hey Hey!!!

Currently watchIng Arsenal and Chelsea game...Champions League..greaT...two well established clubz, great
players...They are putting on a real good show..both putting on their best displays...WoohOoo...errrr..damn..my throat is like killing me..I am having coughs..something weird bout these ones..this cough are like deep...I can feel my ribs expanding at every cough..and it kinda hurt..I try holding my breath to prevent coughing..LoL..weLL..I disposed alot of gooying flam..*disgusting*...greenish-yellow...ewww..but It's like a routine morning exercise now...spitting it out...LoL..but the worse is yet to come I feel...just 5 minutes ago...Coughing not getting any better beside eating my cough syrup..Then..I coughed out thick, reddish brown liquid...fUck..I freaked out for a while...then I realised I been doing much harm inside...SHiTZzz...kekeke..weLL...just hope nothing too serious...errrreee..well...gotta catch the game...I am putting ma money on Chelsea tonight...AiGht...Peace OuT~!

*AciTz KiNgKi0w* turned back time on 3:02 AM

I spent a thought for my sunshine..and I dedicate this to u sugar~

No matter How Hectic Life is..
I will spent a moment to ponder upon your picture..
Suddenly,all my worries seemed distant..
And all I think about is you and beautiful things in Life..

No matter How Tired I am..
I will wait for your call..
To tell me you have a GooD time and reached saFely home..
Then,can I finally rest..

No matter How depressed I am..
I will listen to your problems and your complex thoughts and feelings..
To know that I have cleared your doubts..
Then,will I find peace in myself..

Your sMile Gives me strength,
Making me Feel warm on cold and harsh times,
One of the most beautiful things I ever seen,
CausiNg a sense of happiness in me knowing that I made you smile,

Your Hugs brings me comfort,
A sense of belonging and being Loved,
Everytime you kiss me,
I feel the touch of an anGel,a beautiful maiden,

Your smoothing words are of the melody to my ears,
TouchiNg the deePest depths of my heart,
U seemed to be secretly putting the shattered pieces together,
Making it whole agaiN,

If Fate have brinG us Together,
I hope that It wIll Keep us Together...

Sunshine...you are so special to me..I am blessed to be loved by you..You Rock mY worLd in your
own crazy ways..Looking into your deep eyes just makes me melts..You are One of the greatest ThiNg that have happen in tiz Lifetime of Mine..I Love you for You..

*AciTz KiNgKi0w* turned back time on 2:17 AM

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{Sunday, April 04, 2004 . }

Heyyyy....
Kinda EarlY for mE to waKe up...weLL...I was shooken by another of those dreams..CreePy..Just the moment i woke up..walked into the living room and get a glass of coke and switched on the Tv..that when it struck me..i tuned to channel 23..and there's a boxing match going on...BAM! I been here before...In My Dreams ..DeJAVuu. Haizz..not sure whether tiz is a gift , a sign or just a burden. Well...going to the beach later..if the weather is fine..been sometime I rest my thoughts with the sound crashing waves. *blAnk* I been thinking lately...about nothing actually...just where am I actually going in tiz Life..I am uncertain with my studies..Like..Y the FucK am I studying Tiz n All?? But..yeah..too late to turn back..just go head and finish what I started..whatever It takes..iT damn do costs my parents Tonz of Dollars . Yeah...and about my lifestyle , my family , fRienDs and last but not least..ma Girl. I really miss mY FrieNds...they are one of my joy, laughter, courage, inspiration..teaching me alot of things about Life..in a way or another. I won't b here if its not for them. Everyone seems to be very busy...and I dun Blame them coz i am in the same situation..feeling the the same cramped,tight schedule that is driving me bonkers. One thing i miss big time is our soccer games...hAh~! great...just great..nothing can be better than playing soccer at basketball or futsal court with the guys..the spirit, the excitement,determination, the goals we score..still can replays those in my minds..HaHa..Inter-class champz in Sec 3.. yeaHhh..skipPing class..Helping eaCh other's tru Shitzz in Life, getting in shitz together, Chilling our time away..sharing things from family, girls, feelings, problems & planning of the future..the crazy things we would want to do...heY, damn...those CS war-times..Cineleisure, Grandlink..Epok-epok makcik...how critics could become fans of the game...just thinking of these pasts lifetime makes me smile to myself..it sadenned me to think that part of my life has past..there's too much to say...and i am really mizzing those times..jetting jumping, skipping skool, smoking in twenties in toiletz...keeping a look out for teachErz..LoL...those Guys are some of the few who have won my respect and I regard each of them as a special individual. Well..just taking my time to pay my tribute to you Guys who have meant alot to me...and if I die tommorrow and didn't get the time to say these...just wanna say..those happy moments will stay..no matter what happens, I will be the Acit you know & knew...nothing but god can change that...Ooo YEah..yoU guys are great..you know who you are..and I'll always b there for you if u need me..we are fated to cross each other's path..and I never regret the moments we waste together..hahaha...WeLL..regards you guys like ma BrotHers..One Heart, One Love, Upmost resPect...God Bless~!

*AciTz KiNgKi0w* turned back time on 5:16 AM

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